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Damn I’m Lit . . . just not in the way I like

Time for another update in this BS rollercoaster of being a cancer patient.   Back in November, literally the week of Thanksgiving, I felt some tiny lumps right next to my contralateral collar bone (the other collar bone on my right side that has never had or shown to have cancer). I freaked out, meet my oncologist, he says my blood work looks pristine and those lumps feel like an injury.   I hurried my happy little butt home and enjoyed the holiday.   Well over the next few weeks I felt like they started to grow. Then over my international honeymoon, as far as I could be from that damn hospital, the lumps in my collarbone grew and I actually had two lumps that felt like hematomas pop up on my torso.   Luckily the week after we got back I had appointments already in the book with every one of my doctors, including scans, and the results were truly devastating.   My scan was lit like a Christmas tree.   The cancer was never gone from my...